Saturday, March 30, 2013

Sunday- moody day?

What a lovely sunday morning!
I get up from bed at 730am, super healthy life huh!
After finishing my stuff, it was my time to study for exam!

However, at the time i stared at the note, i started to feel sleepy and i finally understood why people keep saying that book is actually the sleeping pills.
Reading really need Focus, but my room is the most distracted place ever (smartphone, laptop, bed, mp3 etc)

Today i got defected by my bed, I surrendered myself and suffered for 1 and half hours.
It was actually my fault because i really couldn't resist the comfort of the bed!
Therefore, i jumped on the bed with my notes, thought that i could just study in that kind of pattern and way.
I tried to put my pillow higher just to make a illusion that i was actually leaning on the wall instead of lying on the bed.
But hell yeah, i was just cheating myself =P I still fall asleep anyway! (urrrggh!)
Kinda sad! But what to do?
Slapping my face for few times to make myself concentrate, yes it did work.....for few minutes (should i slap harder actually? )

My morning study plan is half destroyed! i will never study in my room next time...hopefully!
Where am i now, of course im now outside..otherwise i maybe sleeping now =)
This lesson sent me a moral value, teaching me not to study at distracting and comfortable place =)

24days away from Final exam! Fighting! =)

Malaolll-2013

恭喜!

伤离别,离别虽然在眼前....
好吧,我又来了
今天上网到一半,妹妹突然找
“我收到台湾的大学的回复了!"
其实兴奋倒不会,因为我认为这是预料之中的事=)
妹妹成功入选了国立嘉意大学的特殊教育系
虽然我人在新加坡她人在马来西亚,可是她的喜悦我深深感受到啦(ok的啦)
妹如果决定了这间就是她要选择的大学,那么她就会在9月份飞到台湾准备开学了
时间过得很快哦,别人说的一眨眼就是几年不是骗人的=)
实话说,如果妹真的选择了台湾,我们都会很舍不得她
马来西亚跟台湾的距离以乘搭飞机来讲是4个小时半,其实蛮远的!
以前的我觉得妹妹弟弟应该不会那么快长大,但谁知道..今天还是那么快到了
我喜欢他们呆呆的样子,傻傻的样子,需要依靠的样子. 很自私吧,怎么有种不要他们长大的感觉=P
之所以会这么想,是因为害怕离别....因为离别最痛
记得要去新加坡的那一天,大男孩的我还是哭了
家人都很舍不得我,就连最亲爱的爷爷也落泪,这是我永远不会忘记的事 =')
因为我们感情好,因为珍惜这缘分,我抗拒离别

But what to do ? What i can always tell myself is..This is life =)
cheer and go on your life =)
要快乐的面对,因为这样你才会觉得舒服一些!
For the future,we need to be brave !

最后还是恭喜妹妹咯~~~加油吧!



Malaolll-2013




Friday, March 29, 2013

Jb tour

Today is "Good Friday"
Simply speaking, it's a public holiday.
Malaysian who work in Singapore don't fail to grab this chance to go back home! 
Predictably, All people were rushing and queuing like crazy 
And we, as a students and employees in Singapore, would like to try to have a productive and nice day for our holiday.
The answer is One day Jb tour! (ok we know we are just making fool out of ourselves =P )
Well, we spent 1+ hours queuing up for the bus to Woodland checkpoint.
 It took us half an hour to queue at the custom
We spent about half an hour to walk across the Jb bridge.

Due to the traffic congestion, we eventually spent about 3 hours traveling to Jb !
This was really freaking me out...i was actually tired of queuing and squeezing with crowd.
However, as i saw that my housemates were excited about the trip. I cant just disappoint them and surrender myself =)
It was super nice to use Ringgit Malaysia, food and things here is cheaper a little compare with Singapore, so that we enjoyed spending them without much consideration.
What we did in this trip was just eating, watching movie, window shopping and eating again !
Great moment will save on my mind for good, this is nice to hang out with friends instead of staying at my room for whole day. (like a weirdo)
Anyway, we reached our Singapore room at 930pm. Time to meet up with our closest fellow....bed!
This is seriously a unforgettable day i ever had on the end of march =)


















Malaoll-2013

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Confidence

Hello!很久没有写blog了呢!
说忙也还好!
好吧,我是有点小懒惰嘛..不要生气! ><
哈哈哈!
这几个月都过得很不错,尝试了很多事和物!
我参与了社团当司仪的工作,参加了新加坡的歌唱比赛,参与了一些带中学生参观我们大学的活动!
这些活动跟比赛都让我成长了不少=) 要感谢身边的人给予的机会和面子!
但其实我发现自己一个常常面对的问题,就是面对群众的恐惧症
第一次当司仪,我说话有发抖,不能吸引听众的注意!
第一次歌唱比赛,我的音准不够稳定,失水准!
第一次上台分享,我的分享很没有次序,回想都不知道自己在讲什么!
哈哈哈,好吧=) 其实我不满意这么样的一个我
我太在乎别人怎么想,怎么看我了. 在乎多其实反而不好
这会让你不敢往前走,阻止了你的前进
我很羡慕可以不顾别人怎么看,投入在自己的世界做自己认为开心和舒服的事,甚至说自己想说得话=)
我必须学习,必须成长,脚步必须快一些了
现在的我已经是一位21岁的大男孩了
面对群众,是时候表现出该有的自信跟态度了
这样的我让我感到困扰和失落
但是卢传秋,你要加油
你是个有上进心,勇于学习的人
请你要相信自己,就算犯了错,出了糗
no pain, no gain
2012年3月28号的我告诉未来一年的我,我会更棒,我会更好,我会更努力
我的心情好多了!谢谢bloggggg!  =D
jia youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Malaolll-2013